To be a reporter and an activist at the same time is a tough job

Not a single press for Net censorship yet, while we've managed to collect about 200 comments from Iranians who've experienced censorship.

There a couple of possibilities for this lack of attention:

1. It's not loud enough so they haven't heard it
2. It's not important enough for them when Iraq and Terrorism capture the news
3. The media, don't think the news is true
4. They think I'm exaggerating things in order to promote myself

Whatever the reason is, I should say that I'm really pissed off and disappointed. On one hand Iranians inside Iran have got used to seeing their basic rights denied by the system with various excuses and they don't bother anymore; on the other hand people outside Iran are pretty much pre-occupied with their education, family, work, and their basic needs; so they don't care much about these kind of stuff anymore. The result is that a few number of people like me, should perform two roles at once: to be activists and be part of things, and to observe and report them to the world.

I'm glad that there are some people like Matt Haughy* who understand this tough position, but I'm really tired of being a "stick, both sides shitty", as they say it in Persian.

* He had asked me "not to promote myself" on the MetaFilter and I explained to him that sometimes I'm part of the things that are done and if I don't report them, nobody actually get to know about some of them. He responded that he understands it.